Words of Inspiration!

"get a new life. stop being a loser. good luck.

P.S. if u ever become a successful billionaire, remember anonymous91. I'll be coming for my commission."

"This just proves it, most 14 year olds have problems emotionally because of hormones and tend to think too much. And I can say this because I have done some personal research and I myself was in a state of some kind of depression. =)"

"dun think too much or just tahan"

"Every coin has two sides.
They can never meet in the eye.
Neither can you see them together.

"Life is like a coin.
The good and bad can never co-exist.
Neither can you see them together."

"Choose the side you want to see.
Focus on it, believe it.
Make it happen."

They really inspire me to like... 'get up'. Especially the first one. It doesn't sound too harsh. In fact, it sounds funny o.o" (especially the guy crediting himself)

I guess... time to get up?
Let's start with... thanking the people who were there for me =)

I'd like to thank
-SN for sharing her experience with me
-NY for his views
-DL for his psychic ability
-ZY for at taking care of me
-JO & AH for helping me
-KY for helping to laugh even though he doesn't know what I was going through
-RP for some advices and songs

and of course, Yukimi for always being there for me, understanding me, tolerating my stubbornness and also waiting for me T.T I love you so much

So I guess... the story will end up like this...?






We don't have to let those fears stop us. What's most important... is that we try to rise above our weakness.

Yuuko & Yukimi~

=> I've done a survey on 25th June 2009. The survey was accomplished with the help of 4 friends (THANK YOUUU). Well, majority (2 ppl) have disagreed with the question. (Which... them disagreeing my survey's question is... kind of good for me? lol =X! But I did ask them to give me the truth.)

Btw, one of people did meet my EXACT opinion. Thus, my perception stands strong then.

It's not THAT serious. But in a way, it's as though, given the chance, that person would have me killed. Well... if that person is reading this then.... you might get your wish. But i'm going to try my best like Kisa (manga pic, short haired girl) to keep on going.

I shall stick this ermmmm in my head =D

"get a new life. stop being a loser. good luck."

*quotes are from http://forums.asiasoftsea.net/showthread.php?t=638784
The thread starter is not me. It's someone else +.+

DIE! DIE! GO TO HELL! Lolwhut?

Hm. I removed the previous post about what am I going to do during the holidays. I figured that... I'm too lazy to do it XD.

Anyways exam is here! Finished English paper 2, Mod. Maths paper 2 yesterday. Today, finished BM paper 2 and Add Maths paper 2. =) Got Chemistry and EST paper 1 tomorrow... bleh!

For some reason... This scene keeps flashing in my mind o.0
Like...




DIE...!!
DIE!!
DIE!! GO TO HELL!!
DISAPPEAR!!
GO BREAK DOWN!!!
*slams table*







Yea. I feel like doing that. WOO!

Omg...? In the future I'll probably a Yankee or belong to some gangster group? LOL! That would be awesome in a way! I'm gonna kill people? Whoaa! So if I do become one... let's say...
I bashed you up one day. I don't recognize you at all. So, sorry in advance? (Anyways! I'm just joking! lol! Or am I...? =D)

*I do not own that fruits basket pic!

Fruits Basket

Posting up some pages here~

At certain times, I feel like this girl. But that's only when I'm troubled. But sheesh? I'm like this a lot nowadays? Oh yea, ignore the first pic

<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< This girl.

For those lazy people who are too lazy to enlarge the pic, here's what she said...

No
That wasn't, what I wanted to say.
No, It's not right.
With you talking that way

What am I supposed to do?
If I'm a "mistake"
What can I do?

Where... should I go...?
>
Hm. This page is from the first few chapters of Fruits Basket =D

Quick to the point, Tohru had to move back into her grandfather's newly renovated house, along with her aunt and cousins.

They're bad. Her aunt and cousins.

She's lucky to have a grandfather who understands her deeply though =) I'm jealous D8

Ah, but in the page (right) , she feels left out. Actually, she feels left out of everything. In her own thoughts, she as an Onigiri, (Riceball) will never fit into a fruits basket. Fruits basket, meaning... I guess... everyone?


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Bah. Okay I'm done. Hmm... what to post now... Oh! I finished playing the Pokemon Platinum that Andy gave me. Computer-kind. Oo... and about sports day. Hahh... I feel like making a full-post on it. But... kinda lazy. +.+ Aiks. Okay fine! But I'm gonna summarize it and i'm too lazy to make maple pics!!


I woke up at 5.20 a.m on Saturday. My commander wanted us to be at school by 6.15 a.m. I arrived there at 6.20 a.m. Guess what? He wasn't even there even though I was 5 minutes late. Instead, he was... 15 minutes+ late? But before he came, Jedidiah took over as commander in command until our real commander arrived. Haa. Anyways, most of us were there already, and I mean, those of us PBSM members who were marching on Sports Day.

Soo later on, when all the 'unit beruniform' teams were at the big tree there... It was a longggggggggggggggggg time until teacher finally asked us to start marching. The Police Cadets went first. Their marching was... ALMOST FLAWLESS!! Only like... 1 guy kinda spoilt it. Lol. But still... I tell you... their formation was... FLAWLESS!! LIKE ROBOTS!! I was... friggin jealous!! I felt like... flashing a mirror or throw a rock at them so they'd screw up!

But really. THEY WERE AWESOME!

So fast forward. After everyone was done with their formation, and the speeches were done, I headed to... the PC Cillin tent! I was, screaming and cheering with OY, KX and Jun Kit. If they had a competition on the most enthusiastic team, we'd win! Hm... I bought a pizza and 3 diffrent types of drink that day, which were... Rootbeer, Milo and Lychee.

Bah, like Miss Themoli said to my class today, It's better not to elaborate too much. It'll get boring. So, I guess, overall, I was a fun & weird Sports day. Because, as a PBSM member, and behalf on the Police Cadets...

KADET POLIS SHOULD'VE WON!!

Oh yea... I GOT FRIGGIN BURNED BY THE SUN!!

Okay, thats it for today o.o.

*I don't own any of the pics!
**All the maple pics of Sports Day were made based on last year. That's why Nick is there. lol
***I do NOT own any of the images used or anything else unless stated ALL credits goes to Wizet, Nexon, and the creators of Maple Story
Anything using Maple Story images is made out of pure boredom.

=I-need-to-stop-punishing-myself=

Never See Your Life As a Glass Half-Empty

=We're whacked up people=

-Friday
Today was the last day of school before a 1 week holiday 8D. Happy because can get to sleep late, wake up late. Sad because more projects and miss my friends.

For the first 2 periods of today, we were... celebrating. Both the Malays and non-Malays. The Malays were celebrating Maulidur Rasul (spelling?) while us non-Malays were celebrating our 2 periods of free time. But not for long... we all realized that we haven't our Chemistry Peka which was due today! We quickly rushed finish up our Peka. As soon as I was done, I quickly tried to finish up the Birthday card I made for RH 'last night' (just before tution and after tution.).

After making the card, me, Jun Kit and Andy were bored. Jun Kit started er... this 'game' where.. we switch our identities. So we ended up... switching identities?. I was Andrew, Jun Kit was Jane, and Andy was Jun Kit. Later on, we pulled in SF... and she was CZY. lolx XD Yea, we sound like small kids huh? So... uncool? But to hell with you people who thinks you're so mature. Sometimes being childish is mature. Lol, but to me, what we were doing isn't immature or whatsoever. It was something to do to pass by the time =)

Suprise!!!

During recess,we ( Jun Kit, Andy, CZY and me) suprised RH with the birthday card! Jun Kit made a fancy heart-shaped deco on the card, while Andy made 2 origami roses, white and blue, (See Andrew Leong's blog for a photo of it) while CZY contributed some ideas and me, made the card lolx.


After recess was English. English Oral.
There were people who was called out and there were people who volunteered to present their speech. I was one of those who volunteered! -Mainly because I finished my BM Oral, so if I finished the English Oral, I could relax the whole holiday without worrying =D. So I went out and talked about... 'My Favourite Manga'. Which was, of course, Fruits Basket. I kinda talked about Tohru (Pics, left and right) more than the story lolx. Anyways, I was kinda nervous, but teacher said I did okay. Just that my speech sounded like a story more than a speech. Oops =X. Anyways, I like what I did with the pics on the left and right of this... er... me talking here.
Enjoy! =)

So anyways, the school day ended nicely. Coz my Sejarah teacher was telling about how Christianity started. But we didn't get our Sejarah results coz teacher said he'll give after the holidays. =( Have... to... be... patient!

Speaking of exam results, I haven't actually said what was my results so far yet. Well, I got back like... 5 Subject results already. I won't say I got exactly what, so we can be fair, (like I said before..) I know your mark, you know mine = fair. I'll just tell you roughly what I got. Um. So far.. those 5 subjects are English, Add Maths, Moral, EST and Chemistry. No fails so far. In fact, the status now is 3A's and 2D's =P.

In tution, (Add Maths+Mod.Maths tution) lucky the teacher didn't 'scold' me for my Add Maths result. In fact, she said it was okay.. LOL.

She ain't got no alibi
she ugly, she ugly,
U-G-L-Y
she ain't got no alibi
she ugly.
And, she's major ugly,
Ew, she's fat and pugly,
Ew, my gawd


*I do not own those 2 fruits basket pictures (and the maple image belongs to Maple Story)
**I do NOT own any of the images used or anything else unless stated ALL credits goes to Wizet, Nexon, and the creators of Maple Story
Anything using Maple Story images is made out of pure boredom